2020

这部落格从2008年的高产量直到2020的苟且偷生，竟然存活了12年。

12年，已是过了一大庆，再三年又一小庆了。

是满脸油光满头黑发，到了皱纹悄长灰发新增的长大。

是换了 MSN ，Friendster，Facebook, Instagram 的几个朝代。

是从车里听CD ，到听U盘，到电脑听Soundcloud， 到先进人人手机随身听Spotify 的改变。

是我从一个懵懂大学生到浑浑噩噩工作再到背上背包一个人旅行再回到根本继续懵懂的一个圈。

是由喜欢夜店爱在霓虹灯下狂欢到喜欢宁静咖啡馆甚至家中安静一角落独自安好的心境。

是用一身热血换来一身伤痕和一身故事的经历。

偶尔翻看从前的帖子，会笑着从前的无知和青涩,却也是无比想念。

青葱岁月，开始总是用来挥洒，后来就是用来想念。

想想多年后如果我，如果这部落格依然能够苟延残喘

想必那时翻着从前，也会对现在的我笑着说年轻真好吧。

在这个所有事物都繁华并快速物转星移的年代，有个朴朴实实记载着岁月的地方，无关like comment share，安静不被打扰，甚好。

新年快乐。

             35转36的跨年之夜，有2盒pizza，1瓶可乐1瓶酒，3个朋友，1整晚的音乐和闲聊

 

 

我与学弟们的卫生棉交情 （下）

一隔就是半年，我都快忘记了自己还拥有一个部落格。
果然，写部落格需要和减肥一样拥有持久的毅力呀。

仿佛过了很久，到底有多久或者其实没有很久，我看着yi chuan 看着我看着他看着我。。。

“那个，我。。。”

“我刚好大姨妈来了，现在身上没有卫生棉，可以麻烦你跟你老婆要一片吗？”

“哈哈。。（尴尬）可以可以我帮你去拿。”

从他手上接过那片卫生棉的刹那，最尴尬的是明明很明显是在尴尬，却要装作若无其事。

换好卫生棉后，yi chuan 老婆已经在楼下准备早餐了，于是我又假装若无其事用开玩笑的语气对她说  “不好意思啊。。。我真的没有想到要跟你老公借你的卫生棉。呵呵呵。。。啊我等下会去买啦 paiseh!” 而她则很温和的笑着说没关系，当下动作语气十分夸张的我看起来像个白痴。

后来出外午餐时，我赶快到附近药房买了一包卫生棉，确保不必再尴尬的向任何人问 “可以借我一片卫生棉吗？” 

以上说的，只是想象中发生的。

现实中，我忘了买。是的。老娘应该是摔坏了的头壳，竟然忘了买！再次回到家时突然惊觉这件事情时，我几乎想为自己的健忘而咬舌自行了断。在我脸部表情抽筋，准备硬着头皮向yi chuan 老婆再问取一片卫生棉之际，另一名同样在yi chuan 租住房间的学弟，我们称他为“老板”，似乎发现我的窘状了。于是他默默的走进房间，2分钟后再默默的走到我面前，手上拿着一包卫生棉，老神在在的对我说“整包拿去吧，我女朋友的。” 我眼眶泛泪，错愕又感动得不知所措，老板则再次默默的走回房间，2分钟后手上拿着一个暖暖包递给我 “哪！肚子痛可以用这个。”

我望着手中蓝色包装，写着夜用的那包卫生棉，和白色暖暖包，心里的os是：干！这些在大学期间在音乐创作工作坊被我呼来唤去的学弟们，现在竟然在我生理期替我解围借我卫生棉和暖暖包。啊！这是一个什么畸形的情况啊？无论如何，我用跪拜的姿势叩谢老板的慷慨解囊后，马上飞奔去厕所解决当下的民生问题。在厕所里，我仔细的把这个畸形的情况想了一想，得出一个很美的结论，那就是：

世间上有种欠扁的生物，叫做对自己生理周期完全不负责任的女生。很不巧老娘就是这一种生物。自娘胎出生以来就被老天爷分配到这种天性的我，很多时候会因为这种性格而给自己带来大小麻烦，但我终究安全无恙的活到了33岁。而老天在赐給我那一副天性的同时，似乎很贴心的也赏赐了很多默默守护我的天使。33年当中，我的周围一直不乏好人，而这2个学弟，不管是老神在在的把卫生棉交到我手中的老板，或是尴尬却假装不当一回事的yi chuan, 经过这一次考验后，老娘决定正式荣升他们为天使。

感恩 ：）

 

我与学弟们的卫生棉交情 （上）

生活白痴篇

世间上有种欠扁的生物，叫做对自己生理周期完全不负责任的女生。
写着这篇文章的在下,刚好就是这种生物。

话说那天南下kl去参加大学朋友婚宴，借住在学弟的家。所有事情都完美顺利，直到清晨5点钟腹部的刺痛感把梦中的我勾醒。在半梦半醒间带着误以为是晚餐没吃饱肠胃闹别扭的心情，我梦游般飘进了厕所，然后一秒惊醒，完全被眼前的红色景象摔了记耳光。

于是我蹲在厕所里心里独角戏开始了这般os:
“干！今天几号？”
“干！上个月到底几号开始的？”
“干！我竟然蠢到以为经期过了，收拾行李的时候把整包卫生棉丢回衣橱里”
“没关系。义穿老婆一定有！”（对！学弟结婚了。这里名字就用代名好了）
“干！现在早上5点钟，去敲别人的房门也很不道德啊！”

＊情况紧逼，5分钟内脏话飙了4次＊

挣扎了很久，基于天时地利人和都不在位，当下只好用厚厚的卫生纸暂代卫生棉，然后身心都极度不舒服的爬回房间，再用纸一般轻盈的力度趴伏在床上，嘴边继续咒骂手边按摩抽痛的肚子，等待7点中的曙光来临好救赎我这个自作孽不可活的失血灵魂。

如此WTF的情况下，我还是昏睡到了早上接近9点钟才再次醒过来。当时竖起耳朵一听，太棒了楼下有声音，暗自祈祷是学弟他老婆醒来了。结果，楼下醒过来的是正在洗衣服的义穿学弟。几经思量，总结是紧要关头,卫生棉比面子重要，所以像个在憋尿的小孩一样姿态不协调却又想要看起来没有不自然的我，面带尴尬的说“义穿，我要跟你说一件很尴尬的事。。。”

“做么？什么事？”

于是，内心独角戏的os又开始了，这次只有2秒种
“ok。。我要怎么讲呢？”
“我们是认识了很久，快10年了。我们是很熟，应该ok的”
“干！但是我从来没跟你要过卫生棉啊，而且还是你老婆的卫生棉哪。。。。”

《待续》

Cliff to the heaven

之前看了这46秒的片段，短短几句的副歌让我很期待完整版：

已经很久没看连续剧的我在3天内把原版《主君的太阳》赶在《像天堂的懸崖》1月6日首播之前一口气看完，为的是要听这首新歌的时候，可以了解背后想传达的意义

《主君的太阳》剧情不错，很典型的韩剧，就是把浪漫，温馨，坎坷的爱情旅程，和帅哥美女包装起来卖给市场，但这部剧添加了轻微的鬼怪和搞笑元素，比较新鲜。

昨天第17集欢喜大结局看完后，马上play了这首她的2014全新單曲，同时也是卫视中文台播放中文版《主君的太阳》的主题曲。

听完了，有满满的感动。20％是因为我把歌词跟《主君的太阳》做了联想，剩余那80％的感动，是因为看到这位朋友，一步一步迈向她理想的方向，我喜欢她的正能量。当然，还是要佩服姚若龙老师和李偲菘 老师的功力，编曲上没有花言巧语，只用了纯钢琴，很真挚。大爱。

我对她说：”像天堂的悬崖很好听。我听了片段把君主的太阳3天内看完哈哈。加油哦！“

她却说：”hahaha.. 你很夸张“

李佳薇，还是那一句，你很强啊，加油！：）

Moments

29th December – Last 2 days in 2013.

I like to flash back all important moments by the end of every year. Important moments could be a small conversation i had with my colleague / or a sweet outing with bestie / or a fight with friend / or even just an afternoon i had @ a special cafe. Sometimes i’ll laugh alone in my room thinking silly stuff i did in past month. Sometimes i’ll be very quite sitting by the window regretting a wrong decision i’ve made and thinking i could have done it in a better way. Sometimes i’ll flip through my diary and be so nostalgic because i miss those precious moments too much. Sometimes I’m just afraid to move on because it seems like things will never feel this beautiful again.

                                   24th Dec thinking @ Lake Rotorua…

This thinking reminds me that I’m blessed with a lot of valuable moments to be remembered. Those are moments that I don’t know how to put in words and I could only embrace them, remember them in my heart. Im very glad they happened and I think Life is always giving us exactly what we need to learn about. Every moment were exactly what they needed to be. And it took each and every changes we encountered to us to the now. By 31st of December the last day of 2013 those precious moments will all go into a memory jar to be kept in my heart and life shall move on with courage, smile and passion.

My travel mate Michelle, when she saw me sitting quietly at a corner she’ll ask. ” what happened? what’s wrong? “

“I’m thinking.” I replied.   ” Of what? ”   ” Everything”    ” You are over thinking “

I’m just thinking now all those little moments that make my life big and I just want to  cherish those moments before moving into a brand new year for I know we don’t get the same moment twice in life. Because nothing ever stays the same so cherish every moment.

So long 2013. Thanks for every moment.

29th Dec 2013 /12.34am / Knighton Road

21st

 

21st full moon in Hamilton, New Zealand.

 

 

 

Kiwiland : Off day so we went off (1)

Woke up 7 in the morning. Cooked my lunch. Packed everything

Sitting in the car and counting how much $ I might get today then thinking where to go when I get the wages

Arrived @ factory and waiting in front of the grading machine

Beep my handphone rang

” Today grading cancel”

…….? 

 

So today there’s no work for us. Ok this gives me a whole day to update my blog.

Last Thursday..went to walk around in Hamilton Down Town and I found this amazing place – Browsers Quality Secondhand Bookshop @ 216 Victoria Street. Spent almost an hour there flipping books. Always love reading old books to read them it’s like to voyage through time and they take you back to the past/places that you haven been before. While reading those secondhand books I never stop thinkin’ who is the last reader – a little bit over romanticize i know.

Friday – went to Tauranga for Mount Maunganui.It is located at western Bay of Plenty, there are few tracks to the peak and you can choose which ever you want.

                               Lotsa sheeps and their SHITS along our way up to the peak.

                                Half way there…resting @ the check point.

                            Finally after 40 minutes of hiking we’re on top! That’s a random photo i snap for a kiwi family

                         Standing at the peak. This view worth all my sweat and muscle pain.

                  Went for Copenhagen cones (Address: 14 Adams Avenue, Mount Maunganui) it is a 29 years old ice cream shop which famous for its waffle cone. The shop receives lotsa good review from trip advisor like “A beautiful day at the mount beach isn’t complete without a delicious cone from Copenhagen!”  If you’re at Mount Maunganui you MUST go for it!! My small cone with one scoop of passion fruit and half scoop of orange chocolate chips topped with hot chocolate was totally AWESOME!

Went to the main beach nearby had a talk with this father and son that i randomly met. The kiwi man Mr. Andrew was a traveler too and now after having Logan his first baby he finally decided to settle down back to Hamilton. He said ” Go, travel while you can, go out and see what’s happening outside your country, and then maybe you’ll realize your country, your home is still the best in the end” 🙂

                                                           

                           I Mr. Andrew Taylor and baby Logan                                

Dinner time – Fish and Chips from Bobby’s Fresh Fish Market. Everyone said it’s good and IT IS GOOD! – but be prepared to queue. It was so crowded to order the line was about 20 minutes long and for food we waited another one hour.

                               After an hour finally the famous fish and chips arrived. Fish $4.00 per piece and full chips $ 3.60. They have other goods too (fried squid ring/pineapple ring/hotdog/oyster/mussels etc)…. But they serve everything without sauce and cutlery. Vinegar and Salt are provided but the rest you have to bring yourself. That’s my own chili sauce i saw some other people have their own beer and lemon and tartar sauce.

Another thing i love about this shop is the location –  you sit outside on picnic tables by the ocean and fishing boats and watching seagulls flying fighting. So dinner ended with great satisfaction and another great experience of car camping is coming up next 🙂

16 Dec 2013 /3.03pm /Knighton Road

Somewhere @ Mount Maunganui

“Excuse me, but you are blocking my car…”

Bluberries Labour Day 4

LEGS UP THE WALL POSE!
To soothe tired feet after 10 hours of standing beside a freezer and doing blueberries grading job..

Drowning

3.16pm 17°C Rainy Thursday @ Hamilton

It has been raining non-stop since yesterday and we haven’t been out for 2 days. Five thousand miles away back in Malaysia, my hometown Kemaman too is having continuos rain which leads to the most serious flooding ever in history.

Bridge collapse. Several main roads impassable. Shops are all closed down. Electricity and water supply cut off. Everyone grabbing food and water. And my dad is there alone. Worst of all – can’t reach him.

Now this is depressing. At the moment. I really hope I am back at home.

Dear God, please keep my family, friends and hometown safe from this flood.

5 Dec 2013 3.35pm Kinghton Road, Hamilton